barbara a pope's Page

i am a 52 year old mother of three two passedaway i have my oldest son left.my baby boy was killed in aug of 2004 he was 22 years old he had no children he was on his way to college when his life was taken.my baby girl's life was taken from her in june 2002 while having a baby the doctor made a mistake during an uperidure he put the medicen in the wrong place and it stoped her heart she and the baby went into a coma the baby came out after two months of being on life support in icu,but her mommie never woke up she never saw her baby she suffer brain damage and went into a coma after several years in the hospital and no hope from them devils that did this to my only baby girl i took her home and the baby and cared for them both until the lord took my baby girl home in may of 2007 she was home with us for five years.i took her to church to womens confrences out for walks with the baby to the family reunion i treated her as if she could do all of this her self and spen time with her little blessing she wasent able to care for but god saw fit to end her suffering and pain after five years,beautiful she was now resting with the lord.at the same time i was dealing with my daughter my father suffered a stroke in aug of 2002 and went home to be with the lord.since i lost my daughter in may 2007 i also lost my 27 year old neice in oct of 2007 to cancer and she left a 7 year old behind and then in nov two dayes before thanskgiving i lost my sister.also in 2007 i had two nephews to go to prision one for 10 years he is 22years old and the other for 45 years to life he is 19 gone for ever but with all that i have gone through god has kept me in the mist of it al and i thank him and bless him for it all and for the time that he gave me with my daugther 32 years i fell blessed what the devil ment for bad god turned it around for god even in all my sorrow i still have my joy my mind to keep serving god in my pain and grif i know this two will pass and only what you do for christ will last,no weapon that is formed against me will or shall prosper in jesus name i am griving heavey right now but i know that in the end god has a blessing for me and my little blessing that my only baby girl and now her only girl left me.i am the grand mother of 5 4 from my oldest son,15,13,11,and 6 months old and my little blessing now 5 years old,i am saved for 35 years filled with the hold spirit 10 years i love the lord with all my heart i am a menmer of the....wind of change world wide ministry in fair field cal,under the leadership of pastors tanya and cornilus dennis blessed and highley favored i sing on the praise team i sing with my sisters the pope sisters of san,francisco i come from a family of 13 sisters and 7 brothers father two sisters and 3 brothers went to heaven mom is an ordaine pastor in san,francisco ca i love to sing,read,write,walk,go to the movies,and spen all the time i can with my grands and the children at my church god has been good to me and i thank him in the mist of all my pain i love him for the sufferings i must endur for in the end i shall recive my reward amen be blessed barbara>>>>THE STORY OF MY DAUGHTER AND WHY SO MUCH HURT AND PAIN:

Make a Smilebox slideshow

beautiful she was now resting with the lord:my daughter hattie shanetae nicole was a beautiful saved woman of god her ministry was ministering to the youth after loosen three children god blessed her to carry one full term but the devil came in and stole her life while in labor she was reciveing an epidural and the doctor placed the medicine in nerve instead of the spine and it immediately went to the heart it had already started its adverse effect then she asked him what he had done because she was still in pain and he administered the medication again and it to was in the wrong place causing her heart to stop because it had froze her heart completely it was later stated that he had hit a nerve and when he gave the next dose it caused a freez of the heart because it was in the wrong place it went up froze her heart and she stoped breathing while in the operating they rushed to get the baby out who was born lifeless and unresponsive as shanetae lay there unconscious with no oxygen for a total of 9 min as doctors struggled to stabilize and revive her newborn daughterwho later ended up in ped icu for two month on lifesupport and left her there to die but god had other plans.when the neurologist arrived with his team of doctors from another hospital he observed shanetae laying there with no one providing any medical attention to her at allin his report he stated it appered that they had given up on the mom and was going to save only the baby she suffered brain damaged and so did the baby they were both on life support she was swolling and so was little janani but after two month god healed the baby she recovered but my daughter didnt she sufferd irreversible brain damaged severe neurological damaged and went into a coma she was in a permanet vegetative state and would be permanently disabled for the rest of her life a ventilator became her source of breathing and her food and water would be given to her through a feeding tube in her stomach by way of sugery first they said she would live 6 months well she out lived that and everything they said about her she lived 4 years 11 months and 32 days it was almost five years no matter how much and how many times they tryed to talk me into taken her off lifesupport i didnt i kept the faith and believed god for her healing i stayed at that hospital with her until i took her home in aug of 2004 she had two birthdays there christmas and thanksgiving but god still kept her inspite of the doctors and there negitivety through her being there people lives were saved touched and god moved in her room.on april 5th 2004 they came to me and said that she was brain dead and asked me what i wanted to do see the test showed that she was brain dead there was no activety there at all so i called my familey together for a meeting so they could see what i saw and talk to the doctors i called her pastor and my pastor and my moms pastor and we had the meeting and they all said what ever i wanted to do they would support me so i gave the family and friends two weeks to visit and say good by to her i had diceded to let her go so on april 24 i had them to all meet me back at the hospital to turn of the lifesupport it was about 30 of us in her room we were praying crying and thanking god for the time we had with her see shanetae was loved by everyone she was never a problem child and she loved everyone she loved her youth and she even ministered to the battered women and helped them out.so it was a lot of people that had suffered not just her family but her church family and because we went to to different ministery she had family in all three churches because she went to all of them and she worked with the youth in all of them she was a praise leader and she was good at what god had called her to do.they all got there i wanted it turned off at 3:00 but because pastor lane wasent there her mentor and pastor we waited for him he got there at 4pm i then said to them as soon as he finishes praying for her turn that demon off my daughter so at 5pm they turned it off well we waited and waited and so my baby brother asked how long is it going to take they told us they cant tell it depinds on the person so my pastor said keep praying and singing and worshiping god dont get sad rejoice because of what god is going to do in here.just as he spoke that my brother went over to her feet and begain to rub them and speak these words shanie you are a fighter you are young it is not your time fight fight we need you your baby needs you just then she started coughing and them it got harder and she took a deep breath and my god he worked a miricale in that room she coughed up something and my brother caugth it in his hand went to the door and told one of the nurses to get me a towel and as he cleaned his hand he said satan you have no place in here she belongs to god get out in the name of jesus returne back to hell where you came from the doctors were shocked they said this is not true she was braine dead she should be gone we put them out and had her doctor and the respitory man to come in take that michine out and do what ever needed to be done for her the other doctors came in and just as one doctor came in he gave his life to christ i tell you the truth they were going at each other she is dead this is not right like they wanted her to die.oh but god hummmmmmmwhat a mighty god we serve he came in the mist of it all and showed out.after all the test were redone she was fine i told them get my child ready to go home in 4 months i am leaving this hospital i have been here since june 20th 2002 and i am ready to go home.well they did but in the middle she was attacked with everything you name it it came so again they said she wasent going to make it out of the hospital oh but the prayers of the righteous avileth much much prayer much power and she had prayers comming from all over the world.the day came for me to go home you would have throught that the president was there it was so many people there to send us home i was sick of looking at them and hugging people.but we got out of there and i took her home to a new home in sacramento.aug 4th 2004 was the day she went home.to her baby girl and my family where we lived i took her to church to the womens confrence and womens fellowship to my family reunion and for walks to the park with her daughter from may 2005 was her first time out the house when the doctor came to visit and said you can take her out of this house to get some sunlight so i started little by little sitting her on the pourch to see how she liked it i didnt want her in the chair to long she did fine from there we tryed the park she was fine then to my moms house in san,francisco which was a 45min drive from my home in sacto she did well with that it was on after that to church we went and there on she was no longer home bound but on the move as she always was.then i moved to here fair,field and she was fine in december of 2006.we joined wind of change world wide ministery and man oh man god has been good to us wonderful pastors and members welcomed us in with open arms.she did well until her sickness in april of 2007 where she was attacked with byliteral phemonia and it begain to shut down her body god called her to peace on may 19th 2007 i thank god for the time he gave us with her and the time her little blessing got to know her he knew what was best and i thank him for we will see her again.beautiful she was now resting in the arms of her father;;;i have some pictures of her from the begginning to the end to share.thank you for the support yes we still hurt but i know where my help comes from and i know where my peace comes from yes we will go through but if we keep the faith wait on jesus and know where your strengenth is god will see you through see the battle was not ours it belonged to the lord all the time and when he knew we were ready he called her to peace her work down here was done.im ok im sad but yet rejoicing my baby made it and i will see here again.amen,,,,,, :TRIBUTE TO MY BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER DEPARTED THIS LIFE ON MAY 19TH,2007 ENTERED THIS LIFE NOVEMBER 7TH,1974 TOMORROW IS YOUR BIRTHDAY YOU WOULD BE 33 YEARS OLD HAD NOT YOUR LIFE BEEN TAKEN FROM YOU AND I AM SO SAD BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT HERE TO CELEBRATE IT WITH US BUT I KNOW YOU WILL BE CELEBRATING IT IN HEAVEN WITH THE ANGELS BUT EVEN STILL I WANT YOU HERE WITH ME YOUR BROTHER AND YOUR ONLY CHILD YOUR DAUGHTER WHO NEVER HAD A CHANCE TO KNOW YOU AND YOU TO KNOW HER AS I SIT HERE AND WRITE I SHEAD TEARS BECAUSE I AM SO SO SAD TO KNOW YOUR LIFE WAS TAKEN BECAUSE OF SOMEONE ELESES MISTAKE AND BECAUSE OF THAT YOU WILL NEVER HAVE A CHANCE TO BE A MOTHER TO JANANI AND SHE IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND LOOKS JUST LIKE YOU SOMETIMES IT HURTS SO BAD I JUST GO IN MY ROOM AND CRY AS I LOOK AT YOUR PICTURES AND ASK GOD WHY DID IT HAVE TO HAPPEN THIS WAY BUT GOD KNOWS WHAT WAS BEST BUT YET IT HURTS SO BAD AND I MISS YOUR SMILE YOUR TOUCH YOUR LOVE YOUR BEAUTY AND ALL THAT YOU DID FOR OTHERS GOD LOVED YOU BEST AND HE JUST GAVE YOU TO US FOR 32 YEARS BUT I WISH IT COULD HAVE BEEN LONGER PARENTS SHOULD NOT HAVE TO SAY GOOD BY TO THERE CHILDREN CHILDREN SHOULD SAY GOOD BY FIRST IT IS HARD BECAUSE I LOST YOUR BABY BROTHER FIRST AND THEN YOU THREE YEARS LATER TOMORROW WILL BE A SAD DAY AND A DAY OF REJOICING I DONT SEE IT YET BUT AS I REST TONIGHT I WILL PRAY FOR PEACE AND UNDERSTANDING YOUR BROTHERS IS SO SAD BECAUSE YOU WERE HIS LITTLE SISTER AND NOW IT IS JUST MYASELF YOUR BROTHER AND JANANI AND YOUR 4 NEICES AND NEPHEW AND WE WILL COOK ALL YOUR FAVORITE FOODS AND YOUR FAVORITE CAKE SIT LAUGH CRY AND REMEMBER THE GOOD TIMES WHEN YOU COULD TALK AND THE FIVE YEARS GOD GAVE US WITH YOU UNTIL HE CALLED YOU TO A BEAUTIFUL PLACE CALLED HEAVEN YOU ARE GODS LITTLE ANGELE AND I CANT CHANGE THAT BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU I MISS YOU I WANT YOU HERE WITH ME FOREVER BUT ONE DAY WE WILL ALL SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN BUT UNTIL THEN YOU ARE MY BABY AND WILL FOREVER BE IN MY HEART IT HURTS SO BAD SOMETIMES I FEEL I CANT MAKE IT BUT YOUR LOVE AND YOUR BABYS LOVE AND YOUR BROTHER KEEPS ME STRONG EVERYDAY AND MY FRIENDS HERE GOD IS GOOD AND I KNOW HE HEARS ME AND HE UNDERSTANDS AND HE WILL GIVE ME STRENGENTH RESTORE MY PEACE JOY AND HOPE AND COMFORT US ALL AS WE MISS YOU SO MUCH I HAVE TO GO NOW I CANT STOP CRYING HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU WE CELEBRATED YOUR BIRTHDAY TODAY ITS YOUR DAY WE CELEBRATED YOUR BIRTHDAY TODAY ITS YOUR DAY SO WE GET ALL EXCITED AS WE STAND UNITED TO SAY IT A HAPPY BLESSED DAY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HATTIE SHANETAE NICOLE BENFORD POPE.BEAUTIFUL SHE WAS NOW RESTING WITH THE LORD.I LOVE YOU ALWAYS MOM. <<a target='_top' title="Click to customize this Kimi-Image with your own Messages and Photos on Imikimi.com!" href='http://imikimi01.com/link/link_through/132390276'> imikimi - Customize Your World
imikimi - Customize Your World
imikimi - Customize Your World
imikimi - Customize Your World
imikimi - Customize Your World
imikimi - Customize Your World
imikimi - Customize Your World
imikimi - Customize Your World
imikimi - Customize Your World
imikimi - Customize Your World
imikimi - Customize Your World
imikimi - Customize Your World
imikimi - Customize Your World
imikimi - Customize Your World
imikimi - Customize Your World
imikimi - Customize Your World
imikimi - Customize Your Worlddiv style="text-align: center; margin-left: auto; visibility:visible; margin-right: auto; width:450px;"> Find more photos like this on Prophetic Ministry Networkrememberforever/hattie.pope;PRAYER FOR MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS;I DECREE IT AND DECLARE IT IN JESUS NAME;FATHER GOD I COME TO YOU RIGHT NOW IN THE NAME OF JESUS FIRST OF ALL THANKING YOU FOR THIS DAY FATHER I ASK YOU IN THE NAME OF JESUS THAT YOU WOUKD FORGIVE ME FOR ALL MY SINS GOD EVERYTHING THAT IS WITHIN ME THAT IS NOT LIKE YOU I ASK YOU TO REMOVE IT IN THE NAME OF JESUS FATHER GOD I THANK YOU BECAUSE YOUR MERCYES ARE NEW EVERY MORNING FATHER GOD I COME ON BEHALF OF MY LOVED ONES ASKING YOU TO SEND HEALING PEACE AND MOST OF ALL DELIVERENCE GOD SAVE THOSE THAT ARE NOT SAVED AND THOSE THAT ARE LIVING FOR YOU BRING A FRESH AND A RENEWED MIND IN THE NAME OF JESUS I PRAY THAT YOU ANGELS WOULD WATCH OVER THEM PROCTED THEM FROM ALL HURT HARM AND DANGER FATHER GOD I PRAY THAT YOU WOULD BREAK ALL STRONGHOLDS AND ALL BOUNDAGE IN OUR LIVES IN THE NAME OF YOUR SON THAT YOU WOULD BLESS OUR COMMING IN AND GOING OUT I BREAK EVERY STRONGHOLD ON MY NEICE JESSICE I BIND THE SPIRIT OF DEATH OVER HER AND I LOOSE THE HEALING POWER OF LIFE IN HER LIFE I SPEAK TO THAT SICKNESS AND COMMAND IT TO LEAVE HER IN THE MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS CHRIST I SPEAK TO JESSICS NOW BE HEALED IN JESUS NAME YOU SHALL LIVE AND DECLARE THE GLORY OF THE LORD IN THIS FAMILY AND YOUR LIFE I DECREE IT AND DECLARE IT IN THE MAIGHTY NAME OF THE MOST HIGH GOD. I PRAY FOR MY SON THAT YOU WOULD COVER HIM WITH YOUR BLOOD AND GOD THAT YOU WOULD TOUCH HIS HEART AND RESTORE HIM BACK UNTO HIS FIRST LOVE ALL THAT HAS ATTACKED HIM I BIND IT RIGHT NOW IN THE NAME OF JESUS I CAST IT BACK INTO THE PITS OF HELL FROM WHICH IT CAME FATHER GOD YOU SAID WHAT SO EVER YOU BIND ON EARTH WILL BE BIND IN HEAVEN AND WHAT SO EVER YOU LOOSE ON EARTH WILL BE LOOSED IN HEAVEN AND RIGHT NOW IN THE MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS I LOOSE THE POWER OF THE HOLY SPIRIT IN OUR LIVES THE ANOTIONING IN THE NAME AND I LOOSE THE HEALING POWER OF THE HOLY SPIRIT IN THE NAME OF JESUS I BIND EVERY STRONGMAN IN THIS FAMILY IN OUR CHILDREN IN OUR GRANDCHILDREN IN OUR NECES AND NEPHEWS AND EVERY GENERATION TO COME I BREAK THE GENERATION CURSE ON THIS FAMILY IN JESUS NAME AND LOOS THE POWER OF THE MOST HIGH GOD TO INDWELL N THIS FAMILY AND ALL TO COME IN A MIGHTY WAY FATHER GOD I AM TIRED OF THE DEVIL IN MY FAMILY AND RIGHT NOW I TAKE AUTHORITY OVER EVERY HINDRENCE SPIRIT THAT WILL TRY TO ATTACK MY FAMILY I TAKE AUTHORITY OVER DEATH SICKNESS DISRESPECT STRONGHOLDS STRONGMEN HOMOSEXUALITY LYING TOUNGE BOUNDAGE.IN THE NAME OF JESUS I BREAK EVERY CURSE IN JESUS NAME I SPEAK LIFE HEALING HEALTH DELIVERENCE I BREAK IT IBREAK IT BREAK IT IN THE MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS THE MOST HIGH GOD SON OF THE LIVING GOD SEND DOWN YOUR LATER RAIN RIGHT NOW IN JESUS NAME I SPEAK TO EVERY FOUL SPIRIT AND EVERY LIVING WALKING BREATHING TALKING CURSE THAT WOULD COME AGAINST MY FAMILY BE YOU REMOVED YOU GOT TO GO IN THE NAME OF JESUS NO WEAPON THAT IS FORMED AGAINST US WILL PROSPER IN THIS LIFE I DECREE IT AND DECLARE IT TO BE SO IN THE NAME OF JESUS THE BLOOD THAT JESUS SHED FOR ME IT WILL SUBSTAIN US IT WILL NEVER LOOSE IT POWER BECAUSE OF HIS LOVE AND BECAUSE HE GAVE HIS LIFE FOR US ALL HE CARRIED THE CROSS FOR ALL MY SINS I AM A CHILD OF THE KING WE HAVE VICTORY OVER SIN DEATH HELL AND THE GRAVE YOU WILL NOT WIN YOU MUST AND WILL LEAVE MY FAMILY ALONE IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST THE MOST HIGH GOD.NOW FATHER THAT I HAVE BELIVED FOR MY FAMILY I NOW SPEAK LIFE INTO EVERY FAMILY IN THIS GROUP THAT YOU WOULD TOUCH RIGHT NOW IN A SPECIAL WAY I PRAY FATHER GOD FOR THE SITE OWNER AND HER FAMILY I SPEAK PEACE HEALING STRENGENTH RIGHT NOW FATHER GOD NO WEAPON THAT IS FROMED AGAINST HER WILL OR SHALL PROSPER I DECLARE THE GLORY OF THE LORD IN HER LIFE AND HER CHILDREN I SPEAK TO THAT MOUNTIAN BE THOU REMOVED IN THE NAME OF JESUS FATHER GOD THE ANOINTING THAT YOU HAVE PLACED IN HER LIFE TO DO A WORK FOR YOU FATHER GOD I ASK THAT YOU WOULD THIS DAY SEND YOUR POWER AND YOUR ANGELS TO WATCH OVER HER AND THAT THE POWER OF THE HOLY SPIRIT WOULD COVER HER FROM THE CROWN OF HER HEAD TO THE SOUL'S OF HER FEET FATHER GOD THE POWER THAT FOLLOWS HER MAKES THE DEVIL MAD BUT YOU OH LORD ARE HER SHIELD HER STRENGENTH AND HER PROTECTER WHAT YOU HAVE ORDAINED PUT A HEDGE ALL AROUND HER SEND YOUR ANGELS MIGHTY AND POWERFUL TO BLOCK EVERY HINDERING SPIRIT IN THE NAME OF JESUS GOD YOU KNOW HER HEART AND HER DESIRES AND THEN BLESS THAT YOUNG MAN A MIGHTY MAN OF GOD A BLESSED MAN OF GOD A GOOD SON BROTHER AND A SERVENT TO YOU OH GOD I SPEAK TO THAT PREACHER IN HIM TO COME OUT AND BE BLESSED IN THE NAME OF JESUS GOD ALL THAT YOU HAVE BLESSED HIM WITH AND ALL THAT YOU HAVE FOR HIM I LAY IT AT YOUR FEET IN THE NAME OF JESUS AND I SPEAK VICTORY OF EVERYTHING THAT HE TOUCHES I PRAY YOUR HAND OF PROTECTION YOUR ANGELS GOD THAT HIS FOOT STEPS WILL BE ORDER'D BY YOU OH GOD EVERYTHING THAT HE NEEDS GOD GRANTED IT IN THE NAME OF JESUS I DECREE IT AND DECLARE HE WILL STAND AND DECLARE THE GLORY OF THE LORD AND THE MINISTRY THAT HE HAS IN HIS HEART FOR THE YOUNG PEOPLE WILL PROSPER AND FLOURIES IN A MIGHTY WAY ANGELS BE WITH HIM PROTECTION BE ALL AROUND GOD BUILD A FENCE ALL AROUND HIM LET NO HURT HARM OR DANGER COME ANYWHERE NEAR WHAT GOD HAS ORDAINED I DECREE IT AND DECLARE IT BE IT DONE IN THE MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS CHRIST;FATHER GOD I THANK YOU IN ADVANCE I RECIEVE IT I BELIEVE IT I SPEAK LIFE OVER ALL THINGS IN JESUS NAME BE IT DONE THIS DAY AMEN AMEN AND AMEN.;